I really didn't want to make this post because I didn't want to talk about school. I was... afraid, ashamed, embarrassed. And then it hit me,
Who are you talking to? You guys aren't going to judge me, you're not going to make me feel bad about myself. You're gonna love me just like I love you, and wow that makes it easier to do this.
So no, no school right now. The whole Chicago thing fell through: long story short, Wenxiao got a job out in Connecticut (she'll be living in New York) I have that option to move out there in a few months, but I'm not putting any pressure on myself this time. Truthfully, I'm just so happy for her because I know how much it means to her. She wanted to be out there, it's a great job, good pay, and it's getting her out of a job that she hated. Maybe I'll get lucky and she'll wise up to the fact that her heart isn't in finance, it's in music, and she'll go after Broadway. A girl can dream.
I do have art. Umm. I did the art show back in May, won for Best Adult Amateur and Popular Choice. Right now I
teach art to a homeschool girl on Fridays. I love it, we get along wonderfully, and she really lets me be me. Her mom adores me so I've gone out to movies with them a couple times - it's more of a big sister relationship sometimes, than teacher/student. But she's a vibrant girl, incredibly intelligent, silly, and just unabashed.
Tai chi is still Thursdays. I didn't go tonight because I'm not feeling that well. Very drugged up, but still not feeling that well. Usually I'd go anyway, but the combination of tornado weather+sick+medication+driving=very very dangerous. I nearly killed myself driving home once and that was without the sick/medication part of the equation. But I do love it enough to brave the weather. And sweat to death to the point where the muscles in my legs are shaking so badly that I can't bend them.
Did I mention it's fun? It is. I haven't had a cold in years. If I didn't have migraines, I would be in perfect health (lol nice sentence)
I get to teach in that too. It's a little different, though, because I'm the youngest person there. Andy's about my age, and the only guy I could possibly date (the rest are 35+) so no, Whit, sorry to say I'm not dating anyone. Sometimes men flirt with me, but it's a little unsettling coming from men that old. Especially since a lot of people think
I'm so young.
I need to post pictures of me. My parents had a church cabinet meeting here tonight and I had three different people say something about my hair. I got it cut when I went down to Chicago to see Wenxiao. The longest layers just barely go past my chin, but I really rather like it, it's very light.
Anyway, Bailey says hi. He says hi to Dutchers from a distance. Despite a neighborhood cats attempts to befriend him, he still doesn't quite understand what cats are. And I'm not willing to chance it. He is good with babies, though :)