I really wish that I knew what do to..or even that I could do something? Why don't you come visit me? Webb and I are in our apartment, and you could come stay with us for a little while? Maybe a change of venue would make you feel better?

You're gorgeaous...you're smart, you're strong as hell and you're just pretty damn all around amazing, Buggy...I wish that you could see that just like everyone else does.

I love you.


And Anna....if you ever get on here...lol...We miss you...I want you to come visit me too!!!!!!!!!

I had a couple tests run and nothing showed up. My gall bladder was functioning at around 88%, and they said if it was functioning less that 60% they'd be worried. But I haven't felt as bad since last Monday. I still feel really weak and almost like I'm looking out from inside my body. I know that sounds weird. It's like I can see but it's almost like my body isn't my own. Ever seen "Being John Malkovich"? It's like that.
I had my church people do some praying. I thinking it helped a smidge.

I'm so lonely. I have nothing to do all day and Dutch Boy and I just sleep. I hate myself all the time.

I went through the latest issue of Lucky mag last night. Used my little "yes" and "maybe" tabs again to mark stuff.