Well, I finally caught up on all the blogging. Very interesting stuff I must say. I'm gonna give brief feedback.
Anna - I'm absolutely, positively so sorry that you have to put up with Dale and his ickiness. I used to think he was a cool guy, and he might still be deep down inside, but as of right now I've lost most of my respect for him. Yeesh. What is the boy thinking telling you these things? (Deborah we need you to study hard and find this out so we can have an explaination.)
As far as you and Justin go, I couldn't be happier for ya'lls happiness. I know you're not the type of person that would give up something so precious as your virginity just on a whim. I'm sure you both care about one another immensely and I know how difficult it is too to supress those urges. But you know me, I'm not gonna budge on believing in waiting till marriage. I'm definitely not judging you though. I have no right to critique your decisions.
Deb - You're smart for not wanting to go to Mardi Gras. I wouldn't go either. Ahh. That's not true. I'd go and not think twice. But I worry about my tiny little Deborah in the middle of millions of drunk, beaded, booby-flashing civilians.
Snaps for Damien on taking you to the 3 Doors Down concert. How was it?
And also...How's school? Learned anything of benefit?
There's a tinsy bit of a problem on the Spring Break issue. I was really gonna try my damnedest to go back to school after Spring Break, which ours is the last two weeks in March, because I've missed my entire senior year and I really wanna push myself to experience my last months as a senior with my friends. So I don't know where that leaves us on the issue of seeing each other for Spring Break. I hate schedules. I think the world should be without dates and time. You should just move on to do something else when you feel it's right. But anyway, hopefully there will be someway, though I don't know how.
My parents are ehhish, yeah that's my word...embrace it, love it, use it :). They've started going over division of assets and what not but nothing is official yet. I'm hoping it won't be. They're not really telling us anything but I'm trying to hound them and keep them together as much as possible.
Mom and I were washing dishes one night and I started singing a Sarah McClachlan (sp?) song and it made her so sad that I thought she was going to pass out from crying. It just kills me so bad you guys. It's like everything just falls apart. Everything goes away. Happiness just dissolves into.......I don't even know. I just pray that something happens for my family.
My weight has really been a big issue lately. My medicine makes me gain weight. I lay around the house and do nothing, that makes me gain weight. I eat sometimes for comfort, that makes me gain weight. So this week I'm going to go on a diet. Not for vanity's sake, because I've never been that concerned with vanity, but for my health. I just don't feel invinsible like I did when I was a kid and I seriously am getting scared for my health. Another reason for me being scared is because I've been developing these spots on my chest. They look like liver spots and my psychiatrist said that one of my medicines, Depakote, could cause liver failure in 1 out of every gagillion people. So I put the spots and what he said together and now I'm getting a little worried. I wouldn't put is past me, being that 1 in a gagillion.
A couple weeks ago things were rough mentally. Last week wasn't so bad. This week is fresh so we'll see.
All in all, I love you both and I've missed ya'll terribly.
(Either of you watch Queer Eye for the Straight Guy? We're glued to it over here at my place.)
