Shit! Working this weekend...we gotta have some kind of notice so that I can ask off, at least a week, they'd kill me if I up and decided I needed the weekend off. lol We'll work somethin out. :)

Fear echoing lonliness
A dream I once knew
Pain overtaking me
A life of nothing but you
Realization cold as ice
Pages I'm scared to read
Love as non-existant as hope
A never-ending need

Stupidity practically permenant
Bloodied up virtue
Body enveloped in tears
Addictions coming true
Hands shakey and cold
Worry reborn in fear
Lives beaten by fate
Hope of an end being near

Confusion swallowing laughter
Drowning in my sacrifice
No dreams of love returning
Emptiness in perfect lies
Bewildering, lovely torture
Smiling through it all
Hope succumbing completely to loss
Approaching the final, deadly fall

Ok, um, yeah...don't ask, I don't know...and the first part doesn't really match the second and third, but It all flowed out and I wrote as fast as I could, lol. Let me know what you think, ok??

Love Love Love

Sorry. sorry, gone! Down in North Carolina visiting the grandparents. Not too much computer access so I'll talk you two when I get back, promise. Love!