Ahhh okay. It was a good idea. I understand about the work thing, I did, after all, work once upon a time. I miss that. Not so much the work, but having something to do and having money. My squirrely tendencies don't like spending money when I'm not making any, it just goes against the whole 'it's my acorn, damn it!' motto of squirrely people everywhere.

Some may call me cheap. I just say squirrely. Because really, if it's worth the money, I spend the money. If it's not, I don't. Seems like a good philosophy to me.

On the plus side, one of the great joys of having so many boys that work is that I usually don't pay for a thing when we go out. I try to, but Dale pays for it or Adam or Justin. They're really spoiling me up here. I'm gonna have to invest in a sugar daddy, keep me living in the luxury that I'm accustomed to. Wenxiao did say a sugar daddy was the way to go.

I'm not sure what to say about the bills. I want to give a 'good luck!' or 'it'll be okay' but it sounds too cheesy. I understand bills, though, bills are like crazy ass weeds, they spring up everywhere and drain you dry. The only bills I have right now, thank you god, are my monthly credit card bills. I'm not looking forward to having all the other ones. Definitely need to look into that whole sugar daddy thing.

But love to you and love to Damien. And Whitney, as computer deprived as she is, also gets love. I miss you guys so much sometimes that it feels like you're just gone, almost like Liz, and at the same time I barely miss you at all because you are gone, in a way, and missing you won't do any good. I'm not sure if that makes any sense, much less the sense that I was trying to make, but I mean it. Just pay attention the first part, the love part, that's important one.

Hmmm...I really don't know, Mama. I think y'all might have to do this one without me...as much as I want to, I just can't take time off of work. I would. I really would, but bills...bills are kicking Damien and my ass. I just won't be able to do it. I realize you can't come here, and thats perfectly fine with me, I want you healthy, but I can't make a trip, not unless we made it a weekend thing, and Damien and I drove to Whitneys one weekend, but Whitty starts school soon, and I don't imagine you'd want to fly to Tenn, just to fly back a couple days later. I dunno. I called Whitty, the other day and she said her comp was dead...like...really dead, so I think the phone is all we have to communicate with her. lol.

I'll have all weekend to be on ICQ, most likely between 5-10 though. So I guess hopefully, I'll talk to you soon!

Love You

Ahhh! Want to talk to, want to talk to!!

Stupid Photoshop and its stupid addictiveness...

I can't run Photoshop and ICQ at the time. Not that you guys are normally on ICQ, but the possibility is there.

Umm... so... did we ever figure anything out on the trip? Is this a good place to do this? I mean, I know we set this whole thing up as way to get around the confusion of three people trying to have an e-mail conversation, but I'm a lot more likely to check my e-mail than this. Usually if I get on the computer at all it's to check my e-mail, make sure there's nothing important and that it's not overflowing, and then I get off. I'm assuming you guys do pretty much the same thing.

I have one appointment in August, which can be rescheduled, so I'm basically free the whole month. I don't know if we're gonna have a going away party for Dana, I'm probably the only one who's even thought about it, but I don't think that will be till September.

I can swing Whitney's and here, but I'd rather not be here. I'm pretty sure Whitney said that, too, about her house. Umm.. up here, for entertainment, we've got whatever festival is going on at the lake, Madison, Milwaukee, Chicago, etc. etc. but pretty much any and all entertainment requires a somewhat long drive, about 45 minutes to an hour. The only person I have here who knows you guys is Dale. I could introduce you to everybody else, they're nice people, but I'm not sure how that whole dynamic would work. The only other girl is Dana, though I doubt that makes one bit of difference.

I don't know, we need to actually talk to each other. We should set up a time to chat on ICQ. I can do it from about 9 am - 10 pm, after that I'm pretty much dead to the world because of my medication.

Just let me know.

Welcome

Thank you.