Oh...wow. I see the world has turned since I was last here. LoL. Feeling fine, back to ole retarded self, and Anna, I so did not forget about your birthday, the computer decided to protest me wishing you well though. Went psycho, wouldn't start...at...all for like a week. It was hell. Happy Birthday, Mama. I hope you had an amazing one, you deserve it.

Whitty...whoa. Dropping bombs on us. I don't really know what to say. he he he. I was just sitting here reading...do do do do doooo, then BAM, watch out, did I read that right? Never met Clint, heard of Clint, but never met him. I think the first thing that should be taken into consideration is that there was drinking involved. I'm a firm believer that you have to take responsibility for what you do, drunk or not, and even if you weren't drunk...it's gunna be weird. Weird for you, him, and your relationship. I don't know Clint, so I can't help you with the pursuing of the relationship part, but that's just something you and he are going to have to deal with together.
I'm just...whoa, but let me know if theres anything else I can help with, okee dokee?

Damien and I are living with my Greg, Tysie, and my baby girl now. You guys are very welcome to come down here and stay with us for as long as you want, I promise to keep you as cool as I can, Mama. I think it would be ok because the most we'd be outside is like, what...10 minutes, moving from vehicle to building? lol, but whatever you guys decide is fine with me. I really want you guys to meet Damien. It's about damn time.

I don't think I'm going to do anything for senior trip. I've grown up really fast, not really into all of that stuff, ya know? I have my routine. I feel settled down. I feel...married or something. lol. It's crazy. Graduation is May 16th, and I'm already all grown up,lol. I get up every morning, make Damien's lunch, and get him ready for work, then I bring him to work and watch the baby all day until I have to go get him and Tysie gets home. Then we eat, chill for a little while, then go to sleep. lol. We went to a nearby club the other night and that was the biggest outing we've had in forever. Hopefully, I'll be getting a job soon and a car (dad lets me use his truck during the week to bring Damien back and forth to work.) which will make things a little easier since I'm going to school in January.

Well you guys, I need to get back home to the super boyfriend, haven't seen him all day. I love you guys. Sorry this blog was so unorganized, lol. I'm just in a weird mood tonight. I love you both so much. Take Care chickies!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Anna, Happy Birthday to youuuuu!!!!!!
Sorry it's late but me being the ignoramous I am I tend to be late on everything. So you're the big 2-0? You've made it twenty years in the horrid little piece of shit world.....you're gonna make it kid.....hah.
but....I'm sorry that you froze your ass off. Did you not check the weather before you waltzed outside? Who'd you go with to the meet?
What about this being cat-called? Anna's a sexy bitch....heh. I kind of wish it was still cold here. It's getting so hot and humid and I hate it.

Deb, I miss you and I hope you're feeling well today. I love you!

Okay, I have something major....well at least major to me, that I really need to share with some form of human life before I burst. Saturday night I went over to Clint's house, Anna I know you've met Clint but I can't remember if Deb has, but anyway, I went over to his house and him and my other friend Josh had been drinking. So me and Leslie start in drinking with them. I had a total of 2, definitely not drunk but just slightly buzzed. About an hour after we've been there Josh wants to go out in 49 degree weather and get in the hot tub. So reluctantly we all do. Long story short...I end up jacking Clint off. I didn't ever in a million years expect that to happen because I am truly the most reserved person when it comes to affection and sexual things, but it just happened. I can't say I regret it but it definitely feels weird since he's one of my best friends. I've wanted it to happen for a long time and obviously he did too, otherwise he would have stopped me. I just, I need to know what to say to him to not make things weird and if I should even try to pursue things in the way of a relationship. I feel nasty but yet weirdly empowered at the same time. Most of all, I feel very confused.