I'm not sure oodles is a word so you can probably spell it however you want to. Good to hear that things are better, though, better is always good.
Friday, February 28, 2003
Wednesday, February 26, 2003
This lack of conversation is really unpleasant. I like to hear from ya'll and there is nothing. But I'm guilty of being a naughty blogger lately. *tisk tisk*
Well here it's nice and snowy, sleety, and rainy. It's good stuff if you ask me. We got out of school Tuesday and today and hopefully if Mother Nature permits we will be out tomorrow. The crazy thing is, I didn't go to school Monday so I'm just having myself another sweet ass vacay.
Life for me has been looking pretty good in the last week and a half. I've only had mild depression and there's just so much happiness and relief in my heart. Ashton and I had been in this weird funk for a while and she and I got that all resolved. So now I just feel oodles better. (Oodles? Spelled correctly? Who cares.) But I honestly thought I would never see another happy day in my life. That's how hopeless I was becoming. Right now the only tears I'm crying are happy ones. I have only God and the strength he gave me and all of us (my friends...not just local but you guys too) to get through this. Everything was crumbling and crashing apart and then suddenly it just patched itself back together. Little by little. Day by day. Smile by even bigger smile.
I know I'm extremely lucky to be where I am right now in my mental state. I'm not taking it for granted, I don't think. But I hope you two feel great today, tomorrow, and every other day. I love you both and thank you each from the bottom of my heart. You didn't know it and neither did I but ya'll helped me reach this point. Without ya'll in my life I don't know where I'd be.
-peace-