Thursday, February 20, 2003

Sweet! I had read that about my name on another site about a year ago and after I read it I let my mom read it and we were both stunned. It describes me amazingly well. It's really scary.

Tuesday, February 18, 2003

The name Whitney gives you a strongly independent and highly creative nature, with drive and ambition to have experiences and accomplish things out of the ordinary. You can work intently at whatever is new and holds your interest at the moment, but your interest wanes quickly when drudgery and monotony set in. Obstacles to your progress or restrictions on your freedom to act create a sense of frustration which may cause you to feel resentful and even rebellious. You can then become intolerant of others, and caustic and belittling in your expression, thereby imposing stress on your personal relationships. Although you have a clever, quick, capable mind, your progress in life is restricted by instability in your affairs and misunderstandings with people. Your impulsive nature can lead to actions which you later regret taking, or to accidents. Relaxation is elusive, and depletion due to nervous tension can develop to the point where you become subject to moods of depression and morbid thoughts. Nervous tension centres in the solar plexus, with nervous indigestion and stomach ulcers a possible result.

The name of Deborah has given you organizing ability as well as an expressive, positive, and self-confident nature. You are able to work well with people and can capably direct their activities. You enjoy music and art, and love to meet and mix with people. An appreciation for quality has prompted you to strive for the best standard in dress, material possessions, and choice of food. On occasion, you can be intolerant and critical of others, quick to argue and to dominate situations. Though the name offers a fair degree of balance, you would have to watch that strong appetites do not find an outlet through excessive eating, causing overweight and resultant problems, or through emotional experiences which could create unsettled conditions in your personal life. Weakness in the health could centre in the female functions, or skin conditions could be troublesome.

Taken from Kabalarians.com, if you're curious. I was just looking at names, thought I'd see what I got for you two. If you'd like to see mine you can find it here. Some of them are dead on for people and some are a little off, I'm curious to hear what you think of yours.

Monday, February 17, 2003

Oh god no, I wasn't giving blood, I can't do that - iron deficient - I had to have blood taken for testing. Not too bad, though, only one vial. One time they took like 13, it was insane.

I know it's your life, Whit, and I know you're not stupid - hell, that's why I ask, because I know just how smart you are, and accordingly, I expect more. I just... all that stuff you listed, I deal with it, too. And granted, I deal with a lot of it badly, but I don't deal with it by taking a drink or lighting up a cigarette. I understand all of them, common, universal reasons, even if I don't agree with them, but you lost me with revenge. Revenge for what?

You can't compare substance abuse with religion. You, of all people, have to see the massive difference between the two. Yes, both personal choices, but so completely different that you really, you can't compare them at all.

Sunday, February 16, 2003

YAY~! Deb has spoken to us once again!
Woman, you need to get on here and tell your girls what's up. Just a brief little description of your life right now would be much appreciated. I've truly been worried about what could be going on. I love you though. We both do. *GROUP HUG*

Okay, first off.....ick! I'd rather do anything besides that. Especially on Valentines Day. I'm a little wimp when it comes to blood and veins. I commend you for doing our country a good service though. *claps*

Why...why....why? That age old question. Well I'll make it really simple:
-Anger
-Boredom
-The actual feeling
-Cheap thrill
-Revenge
-Stupidity
-Habit (smoking, not drinking)
-Losens me up (drinking and sometimes smoking)

And no, none of these reasons are worth throwing away my life, getting in trouble with police, parents, or anyone else. None of these reasons are even completely justifiable. They are reasons though and I can't give you anymore than that. Plus, I'm sure I have more I just can't think of any right now because I just woke up.
I know you love us Anna and you want to look out for us. Not too mention you're health is so frail and we just take ours for granted. But it is always our choice and ours alone and no one can change that. Kind of like the way you feel about religion.
I'm sorry if our behavior, especially mine, has gotten you on edge but trust me......I'm usually smarter than most other individuals when it comes to knowing my limits and acting responsibly.

Uh huh.

Oh My God...it's not even nice and peaceful here...Holy Shit. I figured...hey, life's fucked up. Haven't really been in the mood to even get on here and talk to my girls. I do check in every now and then, and I blog when I check in to let you guys know that I'm still alive...Or at least something resembling alive, but yeah. And we have drama. Drinking, smoking and Drama. Baaaddddd Drama.

But I really really love you guys.
We'll definitely talk later.