Hey, where ya at, Buggy?!?! We've been lacking in the Whitney- Blogger- Area! LoL.
Miss You!

Oooohhh...pretty men. What a wonderful world.

Oh, don't worry, I won't stress nearly as much over this one. It's a lot easier when you don't have to worry about navigation, that's always the difficult part. Plus I like fiddling with crap in Photoshop, I can do that for hours. Having pretty men to look at while I do it just makes life that much more fun.

Deborah Bernard
P.O. Box 668
Patterson, LA
70392

I think a new layout would be cool, but I don't want you stressing over it. However, I will send you some hot guys, lol, or at least some pictures of some.

Thanks SO much for the tattoo ideas!! I love them both, but the ouroboros one seems to go better with the "theme" I guess you would call it, that I'm going for. I've done a little researching already and it seems to fit nicely...more credit for you! I went to the web-page you gave me for the fairies and dragons, but it wouldn't come up. My computer has been acting funny lately though, so I'm assuming thats the problem. I liked a lot of the Celtic ones too, though.

Albert got a tattoo the other day. He got his last name in script letters on his shoulder. It looks really really good and he said they were extremely clean. He's getting another one Friday night so I'm going to go with him and check the place out. Wish me luck!

Christmas...oh geez. I STILL haven't finished shopping yet. I need y'all addy's too though. You might not get your presents til my birthday...but hey, better late then never, right?? lol

I love you guys. And I miss you SO much!

One more thing. Wait. No, two more things.

1. I need current addys. There are packages to send and they're already gonna be late enough without me sending them to the wrong place because I have an old address. This will also come in handy should I decide to steal the Tahoe, drive down to your respective states, and stalk you in my spare time. Everyone needs a hobby.

Ahem. Anyway.

2. Would you guys like a new layout? I know you probably rarely go to the site since some people don't publish - cough, cough - but pretty pictures are pretty pictures all the same. Maybe I'll just make some wallpapers. Send me pictures of pretty men to make pretty wallpapers out of. Hell, send me pretty men to make pretty sex slaves out of, that'd be even better. Best of all, send me Viggo. I have the unshakable notion that he could fix me. Or not so much fix me, but inspire me enough to simply fix myself. Just by being himself.

Don't ignore me, but I just read this really long interview with him and the man fascinates me. He just comes across as this amazing human being, everything that I aspire to be - and know that I can be. I just don't know how so I need him. It'd be nice. Maybe a big bow or something, like in those car commercials. A nice blue or maybe green, something to bring out his eyes. Just a thought.

Be scared. Ain't nothing changing that, but don't let it stop you. There are two kinds of people in life, people who let fear stop them, and people who are scared and do it anyway. Unfortunately, I would put myself into the former category, but I'm working on it. Corners look nice, but trust me, once you get there it's not all that and a bag of chips. Maybe a bag of a disembowled pig guts, but chips? No. Nothing so savory.

I'm proud of you. Both of you. I know that's sort of random, but I am and it felt like a good time to say it.

That said, yay for the tattoo! Double yay for the tattoo being inspired by me, at least partially anyway, and I'll take any credit I can get. Makes me feel all warm inside. For the second tattoo? I'm not sure. It's important that it be something important to you. I've thought about having Om Mani Padma Hum tattooed onto me somewhere - it's the red tattoo on Brandon Boyd's arm, and in researching it I really came to appreciate what it means. You talked about beginnings and ending with the ohm, some other similar symbols would be ouroboros or the tree of life, both very good tattoos. My friend Ashley has the tree of life on her back. It's an old Celtic symbol, a knot of a tree with its branchs growing into its roots. I'll see if I can find a picture for you, it's simple but pretty. The ouroboros, which is incidently the name of my WoT fanlisting, is a snake eating its own tale. It symbolizes the circle of life and the need for death to create life which I read as bad things can be just as necessary and important as good things. An interesting idea.

You'd mentioned a dragon and a fairy before and I found some gorgeous art on Elfwood. Even if that's not want you want there are pretty pictures to be had. OKay, found some lovely Celtic tattoos - anyone else loving the Celtic cuz I sure am! - and there's a tree of life on the far left, third row down of the blocked smaller pieces.

Just make sure it's something meaningful to you AND - this is a big and - the person who does it KNOWS WHAT THEY'RE DOING. RESEARCH!! We must always research before letting total strangers stick needles in us and draw all over us in permanent ink.

Mama, just thought you'd be proud to know, that i've been researching the Ohm symbol, the most brief definition of it that I could find was that it represents the beginning and the end of everything. Judging by how my life is going right now, beginnings and ends are all I'm seeing and no matter how aggravating and painful it is, I want to remember this and I've decided that on my birthday, I'm getting a tattoo of that keychain you gave me from Hawaii. I really love it. I'm getting it on the base of my neck, where my spine begins. It just seemed like the most logical and meaningful place to put it, my life line, the beginning of it. I'm going to get something else on my tailbone having to do with it, but I haven't really decided what...any ideas?

And I wanted to say that I really love the layout on your page. It's beautiful.

Well guys...Life has officially fucked me over.
We lost the State Championships.
Damien is home, but things are wayyyyy messed up with us.
Albert is now with Candace.
Elizabeth is spreading stuff at Sonic, saying that I'm sleeping with Albert and now everyone thinks that I am a complete whore.
I will start looking for another job tomorrow.
I will officially be a high school graduate in 7 days and i'm scared shitless.

Any advice?
Please?
Because all I'm seeing so far is to crawl into a corner and die.

Much MUCH love
Deborah